My Book

I've started writing a book, my book, the book i've always wanted to write. But inside I know I'll never finish it, it is not supposed to have a future. So i'm just writing because it makes me feel full of something, like full of life.

And there's something else i want to say: I can't write in english and it's really frustrating. I'm not able to put words in the right way, verbs it the right form. I should smash my brain.